9.29.2010

don juan helped the inorganic beings?

yesterday morning brought a slew of dreams.... in each of them, i went directly into dreaming from waking, and had to get up out of my bed or my own body to begin the dream. this the first time in a few months that i've had to leave my body to start off, and i'm getting the sense that instead of being random, this may have to do with proximity to the third gate of dreaming...
the first dream is pretty ordinary - just tonal bs, but nonsense or not, i'm posting it here just so i can have a record of what went down on my approach.
the second dream was intended to clear up a lingering question about something the inorganic beings told me - that don juan had helped them....

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lying in bed, i felt the vibrations and knew i had switched bodies. i pushed myself up on one arm and got up. i could tell i was in my dreaming body, but i didn't see my own body on the bed as i got up. i turned around and the entire room had changed. the body i was looking at was my sister's. she was wearing some blue flannel pj pants that had little yellow patterns on them. todd was next to her. i had never seen this room before and it was pretty cluttered. i wondered if i was at their new house, so i pointed at her and tried to see her energy. she had none, so i knew i wasn't in real time. she was face down, sleeping. i started talking to her while she slept, and then there was a second one of her, sitting beside her own body on the bed. this jess was wearing different clothing. she couldn't talk to me, it seemed, because she just kept gesturing to me to continue. i said that i missed her, and the second jess made a movement as if she was trying to push that thought into the sleeping jess' mind. she gathered up the air and pressed it into the back of her head. i decided maybe her dreaming body had noticed me and was trying to relay my message to her through her subconsious.....it seemed we were finished, so i left.

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i woke up again in my own bed, but this time when i got up, i could see myself lying there with ryan. i checked for energy (there was none) but already felt that i wasn't in real time. i edged a little closer to myself, but the feeling was very heavy there and i still needed to talk to the ibs about don juan so i turned and left the room. immediately i was in my own hallway - so the house was all the same. an ib was there in my kitchen so i asked it how don juan had helped them....it told me that he had created some phraseology to deliberately mislead people about their existence. it didn't seem like it made any sense to find out more. i had dropped its connection but turned to pick it back up again - i wanted to ask a few questions about myself and them, but when i turned around, it had disappeared into a sizzling blob.... i continued on outside

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notes to self:
doublecheck this response from the ibs to be sure no one particular person seems to be in danger
remember not to drop the IB connection until you're sure you're done asking questions :)

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