inorganic families

i forget how i became lucid, but the transition seemed very natural, so of course i didn't stabilize or do the twin positions or anything else i would normally have done. i find myself in a home i am apparently familiar with. i am focusing a lot on my breathing, which is helping my mind to stay pretty empty. i am imagining i am breathing in the energy of the place. i know that i ought to be in a bedroom nearby, so i head to that place and i see myself lying there, sleeping. i am at a loss for what to do, so i just float through a wall and wind up in a velvety blackness, from which point i just wait patiently until the next dreaming scene emerges, intending to meet don juan. after a moment, i somehow am in a bar or restaurant with lots of people around. i approach a group of young hispanic men and ask them in spanish if they know where don juan is. they direct me to some doctor on the upstairs level, and after i get up there, i realize that the place has no power in it - don juan is not really there. i then change dreams again, and when i am in the darkness between, i visualize churning waters at a seaside cliff, hoping to find the nagual maximiallian. when the dream materializes, i am in a warm ocean. i am rocking in beautiful, translucent waves of water that look blue, orange, and pink. i can see giant, bizarre flowers and leaves growing right up by the waters' edge. some of the flowers are entirely lavendar or blue - stem, petals and all.... and there are huge, spiralling green and violet leafy plants nearby. the tide is washing over me from both directions, and it is getting stronger. i look around me, and i seem to be caught in some odd whirlpool or something, between two jutting beaches. i am not in the right place, and my visualization has just made the waves become more and more choppy, and i have to tell myself that i can breathe through the water since im dreaming. i decide to leave this place too, and close my eyes. i sink down and down, and that made me think of the inorganic realm so it isn't much of a surprise that i ended up there.....

stinger
now that i'm back in the inorganic world, i am pretty sure i'm just going to have be satisfied dreaming here for the rest of my lucid period since i haven't been able to get out of it before. i am in a dark, underground area where people are gathered around, sitting on couches and talking. i go back to the basics and try to start clearing things from the dream. i point my finger and say that i intend to clear everything from this dream that i made myself. immediately, all of the colors vanish and many of the people and objects do as well. not only that, but everything loses its facade - or the facade changes so that all i can see is sepia and grey-toned blobs of varying intensities of light. some are little bright orbs, and some are like outlines..... nothing is recognizable. sitting on the couch across from me is a greyish blob that has a decaying face. it is the only presence around that appears like this. i immediately assume it is an inorganic being. as i walk over to it, the face looks more and more human. i ask her if she is an IB, and replies that she is. I hold onto her arm and ask her if she can tell me about the nagual maximillian. she says yes, but that first she has to get her daughter. that seemed odd, but i had the vague sense i had heard this exact thing before. she then told me that her daughter is a "stinger". (i felt that i had heard this before, too....) when i asked her what that was, she told me that she lived in both worlds. she made some weird comment about someone being "married into" the inorganic family in mexico.... and that the child as a result, was both kinds of beings. after that, i remember seeing the little girl in the inorganic realm and then back on earth again. she was joking that on earth her hair will be healthy and shiny forever. weird.